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One hit wouldn't hurt a bit
if it's good shit you won't know
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Created on 2008-11-08 17:52:50 (#17105692), last updated 2009-10-26
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| Name: | realistic nightmare |
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| Website: | Just Be You. (Moderator) |


i'm an asshole.
it's hard to bring out the best in me, but my friends on LJ certainly did.
i have a lot of issues.
someone i know will find me here eventually.
EDNOS. depression. anxiety. use. you know, your typical wreck.
and i really don't give a fuck.

i have both arms & legs, so don't expect me to complain.
despite it all, i stand. so i must say..
I'M THE FUCKING SHIT.
i'm a mess but i'm fun.
that is all.
A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
an addictions an addiction
because it always hurts the same.


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